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Insomnia
Lessee, 13 days into no Elavil, 10 days into work. My co-auditor is off until after the New Year. Yay.
I've been getting maybe 3 hours of sleep per 24-hour period in inappropriate places - like work.
My head feels like it's full of mud and I just don't have any emotional wherewithal left. I feel like I'm looking at everyone as though I'm a well-fed preying mantis and they are bugs. Speculative, possibly predatory but mostly disinterested.
2 more weeks & then I can take my freaking pills again. I cannot wait.
I've been getting maybe 3 hours of sleep per 24-hour period in inappropriate places - like work.
My head feels like it's full of mud and I just don't have any emotional wherewithal left. I feel like I'm looking at everyone as though I'm a well-fed preying mantis and they are bugs. Speculative, possibly predatory but mostly disinterested.
2 more weeks & then I can take my freaking pills again. I cannot wait.