perzephone | Heart Trouble

Even though I don't really care, there is something wrong with my heart. It's been getting worse, which is something I just have to admit to myself. Every year the EKGs get more erratic, every year there's more chest pain... and every year I have to tell Rob, "It's just arrhythmia". I can't really discuss any potential outcomes with him because he gets hysterical & I get annoyed at him. I need to work with him on the whole cooking thing - starvation is a horrible way to die, and without me around, that's exactly what would happen to him.