Pearls

[perzephone]

Rob's got an elderly (92 or 93) who is currently in a home in Pennsylvania... she's got dementia, & the in-laws just came back from selling her house as she won't be going back home... So of course, we got invaded by knick-knackery. And I was given an honest-to-goodness pearl necklace. They're very regular, so they're probably cultured pearl, but still... They're quite nice.

I feel like the depression has beaten me. Usually I just ignore it til it goes away, and this time it just hung around til I had to acknowledge it. I feel defeated & even more hopeless than before.

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[gwyll.livejournal.com]

Please hang in there...I am all to familiar with that feeling.

You can IM me if you need to talk..

Yahoo: gwyll8

AOL: gwyll888

[khalisfyre.livejournal.com]

Im here too..even if my mind is all preg-nated. I love you so much..of all the things you have dealt with in your life..this cant be the end of it all..

or maybe its your beginning?

Im nothing but home these days. Im a great listener..

Thank you...

[perzephone.livejournal.com]

I just usually ignore these bouts w/the blues til they go away... this time it's just not going anywhere... so I finally said to my depression, "OK, fine, I'll go see the damned shrink. There, are ya happy now?!"

I just don't know what I'm going to get out of therapy. It never did much for me in the past... but that was half a lifetime ago, and it also wasn't my choice the last time around. I've just got to really try & not be defensive - it's hard tho, especially when you're encountering someone like a therapist for the first time. It took me 6 months to warm up to my coworkers enough to talk to them...

Ah well... if I catch ya online I may ring your doorbell. Thank you again. :)

I kinda get the feeling...

[perzephone.livejournal.com]

Even in my insulated self-involved shell, that you are going to be a bit too busy over the next few days to talk to anyone except your belly. I've been getting weird shadow pains in my feminine regions... thanks a lot! It may just be wishful thinking for you - I know you are getting impatient.

Those Sonic mini-banana splits look fantastic.

As for me, I'm seeing a gods-be-damned shrink on Tuesday, so now I'm pissed off & depressed.