Pearls

[perzephone]

Rob's got an elderly (92 or 93) who is currently in a home in Pennsylvania... she's got dementia, & the in-laws just came back from selling her house as she won't be going back home... So of course, we got invaded by knick-knackery. And I was given an honest-to-goodness pearl necklace. They're very regular, so they're probably cultured pearl, but still... They're quite nice.

I feel like the depression has beaten me. Usually I just ignore it til it goes away, and this time it just hung around til I had to acknowledge it. I feel defeated & even more hopeless than before.

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[gwyll.livejournal.com]

Please hang in there...I am all to familiar with that feeling.

You can IM me if you need to talk..

Yahoo: gwyll8

AOL: gwyll888

Thank you...

[perzephone.livejournal.com]

I just usually ignore these bouts w/the blues til they go away... this time it's just not going anywhere... so I finally said to my depression, "OK, fine, I'll go see the damned shrink. There, are ya happy now?!"

I just don't know what I'm going to get out of therapy. It never did much for me in the past... but that was half a lifetime ago, and it also wasn't my choice the last time around. I've just got to really try & not be defensive - it's hard tho, especially when you're encountering someone like a therapist for the first time. It took me 6 months to warm up to my coworkers enough to talk to them...

Ah well... if I catch ya online I may ring your doorbell. Thank you again. :)