Finally Got a Rountuit

Went to work last night & made out the Yule cards on my lunchbreak.

I do sincerely apologize to all who will be receiving their hollyday greetings somewhat late. I have no valid excuse for my delay. Usually I'm full of holiday spirit - the Sun is back, long live the Sun an' all, but this year I just don't have it in me.

There is no Sol for me. My soul is still dark, I am still tired, and the only solace I have is a video game and that still, quiet space inside me that I can still find sometimes.

I think I'm just going to have to admit it to myself. I have a heart condition, and it's ruining my life. Just don't tell Rob. kthxbai