Just a Thought to End My Night

How fucked up am I that I actually have to take a pill in order to dream?

No pill, no REM. No REM, no dreams. Well, ok, I probably do get NREM dreams, but those are probably the ones where I'm dreaming that I'm at work. And not like, 'naked & weird at work', but where I am reliving, moment by moment, my night at work.

I am awake right now, doing laundry, working on a history assignment, wondering what to do for the next hour or so that will lead me down the poppy-lined path to sleep... I have to readjust my sleep schedule slowly to swing shift because I have to go to work on Tuesday at 

!!3ofuckingclock in the afternoon! Bastards!!