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Happy First Quarter Slump Day, Y'all
Feb. 14th, 2010 01:14 am
This is what I do when I should be doing my homework:
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That, and I'm leveling Rob's huntard since he's helping Zane get phat lootz. It's not that I can't get phat lootz on my own, it's just that I fucking hate grinding rep & honor & little rocks and things. Rob hates leveling, so it's a win/win. The only problem is that he keeps getting on trade chat & starting shit - and Zane is mah main. So when I start playing again, I'm going to have a bunch of brand new trade-chat enemies. Gah! He even went after Abrasion with Zane, and usually I only go after Abrasion with Kitsune... She's a mage, I figure she's got the heightened mental acuity, as opposed to my long-frozen reanimated tank.
I've been sleeping a lot. It kind of bothers me. The Lexapro, if nothing else, has taken away a lot of anxiety and stress that I didn't even know I had. I thought it all was just depression. Now, though, I'm having to deal with the depression all on its own. It's like, "Oh, hi, me. So that's what you're really like under all that crap". I lose track of time. I have no motivation to do anything. I had all these plans for my four-day weekend, but... I spent most of today surfing The Customer Is Not Always Right. For about 6 hours. I got up around 8am, had some coffee, checked the forums... Next thing I know it's 2pm. Wft? I did make the effort to play with the dog today. It's weird not having all the background noise of tension & worries.
○ ◘ • ♠ That, and I'm leveling Rob's huntard since he's helping Zane get phat lootz. It's not that I can't get phat lootz on my own, it's just that I fucking hate grinding rep & honor & little rocks and things. Rob hates leveling, so it's a win/win. The only problem is that he keeps getting on trade chat & starting shit - and Zane is mah main. So when I start playing again, I'm going to have a bunch of brand new trade-chat enemies. Gah! He even went after Abrasion with Zane, and usually I only go after Abrasion with Kitsune... She's a mage, I figure she's got the heightened mental acuity, as opposed to my long-frozen reanimated tank.
I've been sleeping a lot. It kind of bothers me. The Lexapro, if nothing else, has taken away a lot of anxiety and stress that I didn't even know I had. I thought it all was just depression. Now, though, I'm having to deal with the depression all on its own. It's like, "Oh, hi, me. So that's what you're really like under all that crap". I lose track of time. I have no motivation to do anything. I had all these plans for my four-day weekend, but... I spent most of today surfing The Customer Is Not Always Right. For about 6 hours. I got up around 8am, had some coffee, checked the forums... Next thing I know it's 2pm. Wft? I did make the effort to play with the dog today. It's weird not having all the background noise of tension & worries.
