Some personal flagellation...
Nov. 29th, 2003 08:07 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
perzephone
A friend is in pain, and every time it happens I feel bad for her, but it's not my sphere of experience, so I try to stay out of things.
Someone remind me again why I don't do spellwork...
Dreams from Jeff
A very possessive hand-on-the-shoulder from Josh last night...
And my virgin grrrl from California won't be coming out here as soon as anticipated after all...
Rob wanting to do something rare for me for my birthday (reminding me once again that I'm too young to feel this old)...
Grey hairs multiplying day by day, chest pain & palpitations like right after my car accident, trip to the cardiologist at the end of December... Watching Rob's dad shake apart day after day. Wondering if my end will be a lightning bolt from the Gods or a slower wasting end. I was thinking last night that in a way it would be cool to be as psychically sensitive now as I was when I was a kid, but then again... I lived in terror for numerous years, having to discern on my own what was mundane & what was Veiled. Remembering the first trip to Disney's Haunted Mansion. To most children, the ghost appearing in the ride car at the end was funny, or mildly startling, to me it was a terror. Rob now wants to get his Masters or Doctorate in Anthropology, specializing in Sumerian/Babylonian cultures. Once again, he sees nothing but work ahead of him & is seeking a way out...
Someone remind me again why I don't do spellwork...
Dreams from Jeff
A very possessive hand-on-the-shoulder from Josh last night...
And my virgin grrrl from California won't be coming out here as soon as anticipated after all...
Rob wanting to do something rare for me for my birthday (reminding me once again that I'm too young to feel this old)...
Grey hairs multiplying day by day, chest pain & palpitations like right after my car accident, trip to the cardiologist at the end of December... Watching Rob's dad shake apart day after day. Wondering if my end will be a lightning bolt from the Gods or a slower wasting end. I was thinking last night that in a way it would be cool to be as psychically sensitive now as I was when I was a kid, but then again... I lived in terror for numerous years, having to discern on my own what was mundane & what was Veiled. Remembering the first trip to Disney's Haunted Mansion. To most children, the ghost appearing in the ride car at the end was funny, or mildly startling, to me it was a terror. Rob now wants to get his Masters or Doctorate in Anthropology, specializing in Sumerian/Babylonian cultures. Once again, he sees nothing but work ahead of him & is seeking a way out...
