Alcoholism
Oct. 27th, 2005 06:52 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
perzephone
I have remarkable self-control when it comes down to it, but booze will always have this pervasive effect on my life. In other words, one shot of tequila should not make me feel this good.
We ran Tania & James around today - wedding license bureau, Flamingo, Imperial Palace... my feet are freaking killing me. I was getting some serious anxiety, but as Rob & I left the Flamingo to return home, I stopped at a bar & bought a shot. Just one. I wanted a shot & a bottle of Corona w/a slice of lime, but Rob's butt can't wait that long after eating... anyway, after I drank my shot & that warm agave hit my belly, I felt just good. It was as though my mental systems said, "Ah! This is what I've been needing all this time!" Bad mojo, feeling that relieved & relaxed after one shot of alcohol.
We ran Tania & James around today - wedding license bureau, Flamingo, Imperial Palace... my feet are freaking killing me. I was getting some serious anxiety, but as Rob & I left the Flamingo to return home, I stopped at a bar & bought a shot. Just one. I wanted a shot & a bottle of Corona w/a slice of lime, but Rob's butt can't wait that long after eating... anyway, after I drank my shot & that warm agave hit my belly, I felt just good. It was as though my mental systems said, "Ah! This is what I've been needing all this time!" Bad mojo, feeling that relieved & relaxed after one shot of alcohol.
