Oct. 27th, 2005

Alcoholism

Oct. 27th, 2005 06:52 pm
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I have remarkable self-control when it comes down to it, but booze will always have this pervasive effect on my life. In other words, one shot of tequila should not make me feel this good.

We ran Tania & James around today - wedding license bureau, Flamingo, Imperial Palace... my feet are freaking killing me. I was getting some serious anxiety, but as Rob & I left the Flamingo to return home, I stopped at a bar & bought a shot. Just one. I wanted a shot & a bottle of Corona w/a slice of lime, but Rob's butt can't wait that long after eating... anyway, after I drank my shot & that warm agave hit my belly, I felt just good. It was as though my mental systems said, "Ah! This is what I've been needing all this time!" Bad mojo, feeling that relieved & relaxed after one shot of alcohol.
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Your GF score is 88.
(Out of a range of 0 - 100, where 0 = mind slave, and 100 = free thinker.)

The Gullibility Test

Free Thinker
Welcome to the top 5%. You're a true free thinker and a person who is well informed about the reality in which you live. Although you may have been easily manipulated earlier in life, you eventually gained lucidity and developed a healthy sense of skepticism that you now automatically apply to your observations and experiences. You are endlessly curious about human behavior and the nature of the universe, and you have one or more lifestyle habits that most people would consider odd or unusual. You are not only of very high intelligence, you are also extremely creative in one or more areas (music, art, software development, inventing, etc.)
If you were in The Matrix, you would have taken the red pill, completed the combat training, and started fighting (and beating) agents from day one.

Your architects: You have cast off reality distortions taught to you by your parents, schooling, corporate advertising and government propaganda. You create your own beliefs based on what serves you best, without much regard for what the rest of the crowd is doing. You are guided by your own internal code of ethics (which may or may not agree with politically-correct ethical codes) rather than any pre-set system of ethics (such as from any one religion).

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