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Oh Noes, Facebook Be Stealin Mah Sekrets!
May. 19th, 2009 06:12 pm
Found out this morning, much to my dismay, that friends-locked entries show up on the blog feed on facebook. It was a truly frightening five minutes as I tried to erase everything I had just posted from teh interwebz.
Needless to say, I disabled the live feed to facebook. Heh, whew.
Even though Elton now looks like a Satanic biker... seeing him again made me remember that I did actually love him, with every ounce of unconditional love a teenaged girl is capable. For being a teenaged boy (he's a year & a half older than me), he was always considerate and kind, and kind of goofy - he and a buddy of his were in Drama class with me & they did an improv skit in German. I knew enough German to know they were talking about someone being gay. I think our instructor suspected what the skit was about because he just stood to the side with a pained expression on his face through the whole thing.
In his photo, he looks so composed and comfortable and mmm... male. He looks like he'd smell good. Really good. He's divorced now, has a 13-year old son.
Sometimes men just make me nuts. I guess I'm a little dick-whipped at times. I love men and I need more men in my life. I miss working at the Excalibur because of the men who were my buddies - Jeff, Brad, Rodger, Martin, Will, Duane, even Harley. We've got an even mix at the Help Desk, but the two programmers are always buried in code & Robert & Sergio have the whole 'bromance' thing going on, so even though I work with men, I don't have men-friends. I miss my men-friends.
Needless to say, I disabled the live feed to facebook. Heh, whew.
Even though Elton now looks like a Satanic biker... seeing him again made me remember that I did actually love him, with every ounce of unconditional love a teenaged girl is capable. For being a teenaged boy (he's a year & a half older than me), he was always considerate and kind, and kind of goofy - he and a buddy of his were in Drama class with me & they did an improv skit in German. I knew enough German to know they were talking about someone being gay. I think our instructor suspected what the skit was about because he just stood to the side with a pained expression on his face through the whole thing.
In his photo, he looks so composed and comfortable and mmm... male. He looks like he'd smell good. Really good. He's divorced now, has a 13-year old son.
Sometimes men just make me nuts. I guess I'm a little dick-whipped at times. I love men and I need more men in my life. I miss working at the Excalibur because of the men who were my buddies - Jeff, Brad, Rodger, Martin, Will, Duane, even Harley. We've got an even mix at the Help Desk, but the two programmers are always buried in code & Robert & Sergio have the whole 'bromance' thing going on, so even though I work with men, I don't have men-friends. I miss my men-friends.
