I've Come to Realize....
Jun. 3rd, 2008 11:10 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
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01. I've come to realize that my butt:
while fat, has no padding where I need it most.
02. I've come to realize that when I talk:
I spit more since having one of my teef pulled. I also slur more since having the other toof pulled. And I seem to be losing my grasp on the English language.
03. I've come to realize that if I love someone:
I can hardly stand to be around them.
04. I've come to realize that I need:
something greater than myself to believe in.
05. I've come to realize that I've lost:
my sense of belonging
06. I've come to realize that I hate it when:
People are stupid and cruel. I'm incensed at that teacher who voted that little boy out of her class. What a stupid cruel woman. I don't like kids, but damn... As if school isn't enough of a trial for kids without teachers adding to the popularity-contest angst.
07. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk:
I'm a lot more interesting, and so are the rest of you.
08. I've come to realize that money:
will never be easy to come by, I'll never have enough to go around and it's only going to get worse the older I get.
09. I've come to realize that my mother:
never wanted children, either.
10. I've come to realize that I'll probably always be:
old, fat and tired.
11. I've come to realize that I have a crush on:
Hrmmm... No current crushes.
12. I've come to realize that the last time I cried was:
I don't remember, it's been so long.
13. I've come to realize that my cell phone:
doesn't get used enough to justify the extra $$ I pay each month to have it.
14. I've come to realize that when I wake up in the morning:
I just want to stay in bed.
15. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night:
I can't take my Vit D/E/Omega-3 and multi-vitamins because I run and sweat all night.
16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about:
Vanessa Mae, the insane violinist chick
17. I've come to realize that babies:
are still disgusting
18. I've come to realize that when I get on livejournal:
I have such awesome friends! Yah, gotta go w/Elfy on that one :)
19. I've come to realize that today I will:
probably do a near approximation to exactly what I did yesterday.
20. I've come to realize that tonight I will:
think seriously about ironing my pants but will probably push it off til morning.
21. I've come to realize that tomorrow I will:
probably do approximately the same things I did today.
22. I've come to realize that I really want to:
die. Soon.
23. I've come to realize that who is most likely to repost this is:
Moonvoice, maybe? Akiima? Dunno.
24. I've come to realize relationships:
are what you make of them, and there are many, many kinds of relationships - business, friend, Universal...
25. I've come to realize love:
for me is the Greatest Mystery - I don't understand or know what it is or why so many people need it or want it, why people feel they can't live without it...
26. I've come to realize my best guy friend:
is probably my husband.
27. I've come to realize my best girl friend:
doesnt need me anymore :( - again, going w/Elfy on this answer.
28. I've come to realize food:
is sacred, and I feel bad for people who have determined that food is the Enemy, which seems to be most of society right now. Right now at this moment in time, food really has become such a hot issue - people are either starving because their governments are fucked up, like in Darfur, or starving themselves on purpose because Media is King, at least here in America. Modern people have become so disconnected from their food, producing it, slaughtering it, growing it, preparing it... People feel so guilty about the places where folks are starving that they deny themselves their own right to eat - even though that food they're not eating isn't doing one thing to solve problems in Third World Nations. We're paying our farmers to not grow food because the economy is crumbling... people are freaked out about bio-diesel because they think wheat and corn prices are going to skyrocket and we'll starve. We send food to starving nations and the government makes sure it rots in the storehouses because controlling nutrition controls the people.
It's food, people. Just food. Everything eats in some form or another and that's perfectly normal.
while fat, has no padding where I need it most.
02. I've come to realize that when I talk:
I spit more since having one of my teef pulled. I also slur more since having the other toof pulled. And I seem to be losing my grasp on the English language.
03. I've come to realize that if I love someone:
I can hardly stand to be around them.
04. I've come to realize that I need:
something greater than myself to believe in.
05. I've come to realize that I've lost:
my sense of belonging
06. I've come to realize that I hate it when:
People are stupid and cruel. I'm incensed at that teacher who voted that little boy out of her class. What a stupid cruel woman. I don't like kids, but damn... As if school isn't enough of a trial for kids without teachers adding to the popularity-contest angst.
07. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk:
I'm a lot more interesting, and so are the rest of you.
08. I've come to realize that money:
will never be easy to come by, I'll never have enough to go around and it's only going to get worse the older I get.
09. I've come to realize that my mother:
never wanted children, either.
10. I've come to realize that I'll probably always be:
old, fat and tired.
11. I've come to realize that I have a crush on:
Hrmmm... No current crushes.
12. I've come to realize that the last time I cried was:
I don't remember, it's been so long.
13. I've come to realize that my cell phone:
doesn't get used enough to justify the extra $$ I pay each month to have it.
14. I've come to realize that when I wake up in the morning:
I just want to stay in bed.
15. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night:
I can't take my Vit D/E/Omega-3 and multi-vitamins because I run and sweat all night.
16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about:
Vanessa Mae, the insane violinist chick
17. I've come to realize that babies:
are still disgusting
18. I've come to realize that when I get on livejournal:
I have such awesome friends! Yah, gotta go w/Elfy on that one :)
19. I've come to realize that today I will:
probably do a near approximation to exactly what I did yesterday.
20. I've come to realize that tonight I will:
think seriously about ironing my pants but will probably push it off til morning.
21. I've come to realize that tomorrow I will:
probably do approximately the same things I did today.
22. I've come to realize that I really want to:
die. Soon.
23. I've come to realize that who is most likely to repost this is:
Moonvoice, maybe? Akiima? Dunno.
24. I've come to realize relationships:
are what you make of them, and there are many, many kinds of relationships - business, friend, Universal...
25. I've come to realize love:
for me is the Greatest Mystery - I don't understand or know what it is or why so many people need it or want it, why people feel they can't live without it...
26. I've come to realize my best guy friend:
is probably my husband.
27. I've come to realize my best girl friend:
doesnt need me anymore :( - again, going w/Elfy on this answer.
28. I've come to realize food:
is sacred, and I feel bad for people who have determined that food is the Enemy, which seems to be most of society right now. Right now at this moment in time, food really has become such a hot issue - people are either starving because their governments are fucked up, like in Darfur, or starving themselves on purpose because Media is King, at least here in America. Modern people have become so disconnected from their food, producing it, slaughtering it, growing it, preparing it... People feel so guilty about the places where folks are starving that they deny themselves their own right to eat - even though that food they're not eating isn't doing one thing to solve problems in Third World Nations. We're paying our farmers to not grow food because the economy is crumbling... people are freaked out about bio-diesel because they think wheat and corn prices are going to skyrocket and we'll starve. We send food to starving nations and the government makes sure it rots in the storehouses because controlling nutrition controls the people.
It's food, people. Just food. Everything eats in some form or another and that's perfectly normal.
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Date: 2008-06-04 07:15 pm (UTC)should I be concerned??? hmmm why didnt I find this mememe last week!
Slurring & Spitting
Date: 2008-06-04 07:19 pm (UTC)As far as losing my grasp on the English language - I don't think that has anything to do w/getting my teef pulled. It's weird - I think I got dain bramaged when I had my knee surgery.