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perzephone
I came to a weird realization last night. I speak of things in the past tense a lot. I loved Elton, I loved Eric, I loved Ken... and Chris... and Robbie... and JT and Don and DJ and Diane and Viv...
Truth be told, I still love them. In the present tense. I was sitting here & I almost heard an audible 'click' when I thought about that, & it felt like my ribcage got bigger or something and I had more room to breathe. I took that feeling to bed, and while I was laying there enjoying the new-found room in my chest, I saw a bear digging on the seashore and it unearthed something that was glowing brightly green & I went, "Ooh, it's a lotus". And then the meditation image of the lotus flower filled with sparkling blue water came into my head, complete with the swan swimming in it, overflowing into my third eye & throat chakras, and this time that water actually made it into my heart-lotus. The last sensation I had before drifting off to sleep was being filled with cool sea green light.
I slept fantastically last night & still feel pretty darned good.
Truth be told, I still love them. In the present tense. I was sitting here & I almost heard an audible 'click' when I thought about that, & it felt like my ribcage got bigger or something and I had more room to breathe. I took that feeling to bed, and while I was laying there enjoying the new-found room in my chest, I saw a bear digging on the seashore and it unearthed something that was glowing brightly green & I went, "Ooh, it's a lotus". And then the meditation image of the lotus flower filled with sparkling blue water came into my head, complete with the swan swimming in it, overflowing into my third eye & throat chakras, and this time that water actually made it into my heart-lotus. The last sensation I had before drifting off to sleep was being filled with cool sea green light.
I slept fantastically last night & still feel pretty darned good.
