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Sometimes I think about sending in a postcard to PostSecret, but I don't have any big secrets.

The only thing I think about lately, especially when I read the suicide secrets, is that I don't have to kill myself.

I'm already dead.

The only thing is, can I live the rest of my life like this? Just, you know, dead?

I don't even make as much impact as a corpse does. People tend to notice corpses. There's usually some kind of uproar surrounding a body. Whether the person died a violent death or a natural one, if there's a dead body laying in the middle of the room, people pay attention to it. Even if the body is hidden, there is the odor, and flies, at least for a little while. I'm not saying that I want to smell bad and have a trail of flies following me around, but it seems pathetic that I'd need to rot to make an impression.

Date: 2010-10-07 01:21 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] bzero
Very sorry you feel that way. Wish I could help!

Date: 2010-10-08 08:27 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] tarotsparrow
You're not dead sweetie. Depression can be a natural thing that makes us feel emotionally flat and life seem pointless or bad... but it WILL pass, and you will start to see things completely differently when it does. Hang in there, k? *internet hugs*

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