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Current Mood: tired
Current Location: mah arse
Current Music: whatever's on tv

Sex feels weird now & I smell funny to me.

I was able to enjoy a nice, long, hot bath last night, though. No sex for 6 weeks, no problem. No baths? That's downright cruel & unusual punishment!

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From:

moonvoice

Does weird = bad? Or just...weird? I must admit, that'd be such a huge adjustment!!

From:

perzephone

It's hard to explain. My cervix sort of acted as a back-stop for penetration. Rob would hit that & that was as far in as anything would go. Even w/the vagina's amazing expansive powers, there was a defined 'end' to the tunnel.

Now... Even though I'm all healed shut on that end of things, having everything pulled out of there has made my vag slightly longer, and it kind of balloons out a little, so there's this weird sensation that I'm hollow. Like a bottomless pocket or one of those 'sea slipper' toys.

That and there's sensations towards the back where there weren't any before, which is pleasurable but still feels kind of funky. It is nice to not get the stabbing sensation in my ovaries.

And my smell is just off. It's not like there's anything infected or anything like that - I think it's a pH thing. Either that or I've still got traces of antiseptics/surgical tools/whatever that are lingering. Rob can't smell it, though. It may be a hormonal shift - I hated the smell I'd get when I was on the rag, even though no one else could detect it I felt like I was Pig Pen from the Charlie Brown cartoons, trailing fumes of an old butcher shop wherever I went.

From:

moonvoice

It could be a hormonal shift; or an antiseptic thing; but I'm really sensitive to my smells too. Some I don't mind, some I can't stand, and I can always tell when it's changed because of something I've eaten (for example, I've learned that certain processed sugary foods make it smell all 'chemically' down there).

I'm glad it's still pleasurable, and maybe things will settle down as your body continues to? It must be weird not having the cervix there acting as the back stop, I have often wondered what that would be like myself. And, huzzah for there being no stabbing sensation in the ovaries!