Goodbyes Are Always Ugly
Jul. 2nd, 2014 04:33 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I broke up w/Josh via text.
Yes, I am that kind of bitch.
In other news, Rob has gone full Dom. I unleashed a monster, and have the bruises to prove it. Sexy, sexy bruises. I am a sick person - I feel very desirable and wanted. I feel so damned sexy. Rob's been walking around with a recurring hard-on for the past two weeks, and I've been wet continuously.
I also have motivation to lose weight so I can wear fetish gear. It is almost impossible to find decent corsets, stockings, boots, costumes, etc. for an American size 22. Even the 2x/3x stuff runs small - like, a 2x is a size 16. WTactualF is up w/that shit? Either that, or I may have to learn how to sew, and get an industrial multi-function sewing machine, and start marketing a true plus-size line of affordable fetish wear. Rob's been having a hey-day w/leather straps & chains & clips & clamps... maybe I can do something along the same lines w/actual clothing.
Doors are opening, and I'm walking through them.
Yes, I am that kind of bitch.
In other news, Rob has gone full Dom. I unleashed a monster, and have the bruises to prove it. Sexy, sexy bruises. I am a sick person - I feel very desirable and wanted. I feel so damned sexy. Rob's been walking around with a recurring hard-on for the past two weeks, and I've been wet continuously.
I also have motivation to lose weight so I can wear fetish gear. It is almost impossible to find decent corsets, stockings, boots, costumes, etc. for an American size 22. Even the 2x/3x stuff runs small - like, a 2x is a size 16. WTactualF is up w/that shit? Either that, or I may have to learn how to sew, and get an industrial multi-function sewing machine, and start marketing a true plus-size line of affordable fetish wear. Rob's been having a hey-day w/leather straps & chains & clips & clamps... maybe I can do something along the same lines w/actual clothing.
Doors are opening, and I'm walking through them.