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SMALL GOALS
- Pull weeds - Ok, I have a hoe now. Eventually, this will be done.
- Go through books, decide which ones to donate to library
- Pull the hula hoop out of my closet & start playing with it again

MEDIUM GOALS
- Start walking the dog more religiously
- Work with Rob to develop meal plans that will introduce some new dishes into my repertoire - talked to Rob about this at least
- Go see the dietitian since I now have a referral
- Become a notary public

BIG GOALS (that cost money)
- GET TO A DENTIST - my kidney infections are probably directly related to my cavities - Made an appointment this morning. Ugh, not looking forward to Wednesday
- Painting my bathroom
- Learn to ride a bike
- Get some plants for the yard
- Find a dance class or something to do

BIG GOALS (that are cheap)
- Go somewhere once a week

Movin' On

May. 29th, 2011 06:20 pm
perzephone: (fridaynight)
Why am I still at the Excalibur?
1) I need the money
2) I need the insurance

What can I do to get the fuck out of the Excalibur?
1) Pay off about $5000 in credit card debt
2) Find another job that nets at least $1000 a month (preferably with decent insurance benefits)
3) Get my hysterectomy & get my teeth fixed to eliminate two things that make me need insurance

I'm worried about the hotel system upgrade we're going to be doing over the next two months or so. The Excalibur has always resented having to have two night auditors - they've done their best to make it more like 1 1/2 auditors by changing things to a 5-day/2-day shift instead of 4 10-hour shifts (not that I mind, I like my 8-hour work days a helluva lot better than 10 hours). There have been rumors floating in the ether that the OPERA system may enable audit to be completely automated, thereby eliminating my position completely. I don't know if that means I'll drop to the last full-time hotel shift or if I'll get stuck in the middle of the extra board. Since the conversion is supposed to land sometime in late June, early July I'd probably get steady work for the first three months or so as a steady-extra, but they lay off in late September/early October. Which means I will probably lose my insurance any way. So I need to start planning for that hysterectomy. I wanted to lose some weight first, but it looks like that's not going to happen. I'll have to call my ob/gyn next week - getting the hysterectomy probably means another $5k in debt, but medical bills are interest free.

If I get the hysterectomy, and I can get into another job, making at least $1000 a month, I can cover a doctor visit every three months or so to get blood pressure meds for me & Rob. All our pills are generic now (fucking finally) so they're not that expensive any more. I've been afraid to lose my insurance mainly because of the PCOS - that yearly PAP smear/pelvic exam/ultrasound is expensive.
perzephone: (il dottore)
Went to my first therapy appointment the other day. I'll be seeing the therapist once every 2 weeks for now.

We talked a little about why I'm seeking therapy - coping w/getting older, not being able to set goals, not having any drive/ambition/motivation/inspiration, trying to foster creativity, not being able to move forward.

So my first 'assignment' is to set small goals and actually complete them. She asked me if I felt better, what would I do? My response was pulling weeds, doing more housework, things I feel I've been neglecting. All basically chore-based, and she mentioned that I didn't include anything fun in that list. I had to think about it, because most of what was once fun isn't fun anymore, so I don't think about it. Even things I used to enjoy, like cooking, have become onerous chores. The more I have to think about what I can eat, the less I want to eat and the more I view cooking as a pain in my ass.

At any rate, since I can't really come up w/any concrete goals, I'm making a list.

SMALL GOALS
- Get my hair cut & dyed
- Pull weeds - aint gonna happen this week, due to cipro-induced red man syndrome. I am in solar avoidance atm.
- Go through books, decide which ones to donate to library
- Finish my Cheshire cat shirt - am working on it
- Iron the pile of clothes sitting on the bench in my room - That pile of clothes has been sitting on the bench in the corner of my room for over a year. Basically since before I quit the county job. I whittled it down to like the last dozen shirts or so, and I did finish it. Now I'm getting rid of the bench, too.

MEDIUM GOALS
- Start walking the dog more religiously - kidney infection/red man syndrome/mid-pill cycle period interference
- Work with Rob to develop meal plans that will introduce some new dishes into my repertoire - talked to Rob about this at least
- Go see the dietitian since I now have a referral

BIG GOALS (that cost money)
- GET TO A DENTIST - my kidney infections are probably directly related to my cavities
- Painting my bathroom
- Learn to ride a bike
- Get some plants for the yard

BIG GOALS (that are cheap)
- Go somewhere once a week
- Get some of this paperwork & crap offa my desk - partially accomplished. Some of it has moved to a drawer at work.

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