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I took some time to write down a couple of my fears & see if there was anything I could do towards solving those fears.
Two of the fears I have involve me & Rob. I'm honestly afraid to express any of the moonier, New-Agey namby-pamby aspects of my own spirituality. I do have them from time to time, I just don't act on them or talk about them. Especially not around Rob. I'm dark, self-centered and lazy, but Rob has all that and he can be quite derisive when it comes to people acting compassionately. So I shared with him that I would like to act a little more positively and work on my healing abilities. He apologized to me for acting in a way that would make me hesitant towards letting my 'light' side shine & said he would do his best to support me, even if he himself would not be willing to donate time or money to anything. Which I can understand, because we're fucking broke all the time.
We talked a little bit more about my pursuing a psychology degree, and he had some good points on it. Considering how much I hate the whole school process, I don't have to hurry into it, declare a degree & commit myself to 4 - 8 years of graduate-level work. I can start with a couple of classes a semester, get a feel for it, maybe do some internship work & then make an informed decision.
( Medical crap )
Two of the fears I have involve me & Rob. I'm honestly afraid to express any of the moonier, New-Agey namby-pamby aspects of my own spirituality. I do have them from time to time, I just don't act on them or talk about them. Especially not around Rob. I'm dark, self-centered and lazy, but Rob has all that and he can be quite derisive when it comes to people acting compassionately. So I shared with him that I would like to act a little more positively and work on my healing abilities. He apologized to me for acting in a way that would make me hesitant towards letting my 'light' side shine & said he would do his best to support me, even if he himself would not be willing to donate time or money to anything. Which I can understand, because we're fucking broke all the time.
We talked a little bit more about my pursuing a psychology degree, and he had some good points on it. Considering how much I hate the whole school process, I don't have to hurry into it, declare a degree & commit myself to 4 - 8 years of graduate-level work. I can start with a couple of classes a semester, get a feel for it, maybe do some internship work & then make an informed decision.
( Medical crap )
