Boooooorrrrrrreeeeeeddddd
Aug. 30th, 2011 02:51 amFuck I'm bored. I have nothing to do, or at least nothing interesting to do. Rob's ill from the colonoscopy prep, so he & the dog are napping on the couch. I napped earlier, so now I'm wide awake & shit. Rob's not having a good time w/the cleansing, so he may end up having to reschedule his procedure for a later date, just have to see. I offered to fast with him - fasting makes Rob miserable, but it doesn't bother me much. One great advantage of having severe depression is that it does actually have physical effects, too - like a dulling of the nerves & senses. I can tolerate our summer heat (I admit, I have trouble with cold. I can outwardly appear as though I don't mind it, but I really fucking hate it. I freeze to death all summer because Rob can't take the heat & has the a/c cranked down to 72ยบ. If you ever hear of someone getting hypothermia in August in Las Vegas, that'll be me), I can tolerate fasting, full bladder, itches, aches, burns, you name it. Of course, all the meditation I did helped that along, too, but mostly it's the depression that keeps me numb. The Wellbutrin hasn't affected that, or my appetite. I've noticed that the antidepressants I've tried have all acted like appetite stimulants - I'm eating more often, but not gaining weight, which is weird.
Got to take a taxi way out to a hospital in Pooksdehootie (aka the other end of the valley) because that's where Rob's doc has surgery privileges. Lovely. It's times like these that I wish I could drive or that I had the type of friends who would come & pick you up at the airport. Never mind friends who would help me hide dead bodies - airport friends are hard to find.
I've got a new hobby - I clean out dragon hatcheries & post other people's scroll when they've got the accepting aid flag. It's somewhat gratifying to find an ER egg with a day or so on it, post it around & watch it hatch. I've somehow amassed over 500 dragons. No life, but it's cheaper than WoW & I don't get called An000bis as much >.<
Speaking of WoW, I uninstalled it yesterday. Not a single fuck was given, either.
Got to take a taxi way out to a hospital in Pooksdehootie (aka the other end of the valley) because that's where Rob's doc has surgery privileges. Lovely. It's times like these that I wish I could drive or that I had the type of friends who would come & pick you up at the airport. Never mind friends who would help me hide dead bodies - airport friends are hard to find.
I've got a new hobby - I clean out dragon hatcheries & post other people's scroll when they've got the accepting aid flag. It's somewhat gratifying to find an ER egg with a day or so on it, post it around & watch it hatch. I've somehow amassed over 500 dragons. No life, but it's cheaper than WoW & I don't get called An000bis as much >.<
Speaking of WoW, I uninstalled it yesterday. Not a single fuck was given, either.