Woe is me...
Feb. 28th, 2004 08:55 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
perzephoneThey installed a new movie system at work. But did they bother to fix our spreadsheet or tell us how to account for the new movie system? No, they did not. So who's been feeling the heat from Non-Gaming Audit for the past 2 days? Yup, that's right. I am the Monkey in the Middle. Nora made a mistake on the 24th that should have been fixed on the 25th, no one told me til last night, & now they're asking for small impossibilities that I cannot deliver. I mean, I can fix the problem, but provide 3 days worth of reports? Uh, no, sorry. Data will not compute that way.
My hips hurt. I knew it would be bad, but I didn't realize just how bad. Ah well, such it is to be female.
Josh wants me to teach him how to block his mind from negative manifestations. I am an expert in that particular field, but I've got years of magickal (with a K) thinking under my belt. It's weird. You start learning about this particular school of thought - that we all have the power to inflict change upon the Universe using willpower, desire, & various formulae & tools and it changes your life. Sets you apart from the average Joe so to speak. I breathe a different way of thinking. Magic - even tho I don't "do spells" I'm still a witch, I'm still an archetype of an ancient & powerful symbol within the collective subconscious. And people are drawn to me as the representative of that archetype. I get all the weird questions: "How do I stop these thoughts from popping into my head - because everytime I think something bad's going to happen, it does?" Self-discipline & remaining conscious of your own thought processes, dearheart. Meditation. That dreaded & loathed mental exercise that is the key to Life, the Universe & Everything.
My hips hurt. I knew it would be bad, but I didn't realize just how bad. Ah well, such it is to be female.
Josh wants me to teach him how to block his mind from negative manifestations. I am an expert in that particular field, but I've got years of magickal (with a K) thinking under my belt. It's weird. You start learning about this particular school of thought - that we all have the power to inflict change upon the Universe using willpower, desire, & various formulae & tools and it changes your life. Sets you apart from the average Joe so to speak. I breathe a different way of thinking. Magic - even tho I don't "do spells" I'm still a witch, I'm still an archetype of an ancient & powerful symbol within the collective subconscious. And people are drawn to me as the representative of that archetype. I get all the weird questions: "How do I stop these thoughts from popping into my head - because everytime I think something bad's going to happen, it does?" Self-discipline & remaining conscious of your own thought processes, dearheart. Meditation. That dreaded & loathed mental exercise that is the key to Life, the Universe & Everything.
