Zoloft FTW
May. 27th, 2014 06:23 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
perzephone
I kind of feel like I've wasted the past decade or so. I feel so good right now. It's a world of difference between how I was feeling back in Dec/Jan vs. the past two weeks. I'm still a waste of human space, but at least now I'm an alert & curious, waste of human space.
I almost accidentally applied for a 911 Dispatcher position in Elko, NV. I don't even know where Elko is.
I also accidentally on-purpose sent a text to Josh. It's been almost 12 hours w/no response. I don't think he's taking the bait. I'm going to let him go I suppose. It's just mean of me to keep trying to string him along when I don't really want to be with him as a partner.
It's always made me curious as to why men get so possessive & protective of me. The women I've been with, too. I don't think I project that needy dependent vibe. Of course, I never get to ask any of them after the relationships end. We always just go our separate ways, no questions asked.
I almost accidentally applied for a 911 Dispatcher position in Elko, NV. I don't even know where Elko is.
I also accidentally on-purpose sent a text to Josh. It's been almost 12 hours w/no response. I don't think he's taking the bait. I'm going to let him go I suppose. It's just mean of me to keep trying to string him along when I don't really want to be with him as a partner.
It's always made me curious as to why men get so possessive & protective of me. The women I've been with, too. I don't think I project that needy dependent vibe. Of course, I never get to ask any of them after the relationships end. We always just go our separate ways, no questions asked.
